Since you have a skill that can be useful here, I suggest opening a service thread instead of asking for a loan.
OP has two (similar) Services threads already, but despite being asked to show some of his work (back in April), he hasn't done that.
the average meal price in your country is 200 Taka, meaning this money is enough to get 9meals.
I was thinking the same thing:
the average wage is $1.26 per hour or $218.54 per month. I wouldn't spend 7% of the average monthly salary to "handout with friends", but it would explain OPs money problems.
Even if OP would be honest and want to pay back his loan, he's not able to do so and only creates more problems for himself.
@OP: you're from a poor country, and with "poor" I mean it's a lot cheaper than other countries. If you have skills you can sell online, you could be able to earn a lot more than average, and make quite a good living out of that. But it requires taking initiative, and this isn't very promising:
I am confused to be honest that what site will be best to showcase/upload/store my all previous works